I've found that my pregnancy seems rather uneventful compared to others. I still have no morning sickness or any real issues that are truly bothersome.. Which I am VERY thankful for!! Let's keep it up, baby! I did have hormonal acne all across my jawline for a couple weeks which was both ugly & painful.. but that has since gone away this past week. Also, I'm still continuously living in my sports bra. I wear one morning & night. When I did try to sleep without one, I woke up feeling sooo, soooo sore. So I'm not making that mistake again.
My doctor's appointment went well. I was given an estimate of how far along I was which is exactly what my phone apps had predicted. They said that when they do an ultrasound, they'll get a more exact reading of how many preggers I am.
I do have one annoyance. My emotions are an absolute roller coaster lately & I have such a short fuse. Sometimes I just feel like there is smoke literally coming out of my ears because of how upset I am. My husband patiently avoids me until I've cooled off.. I stay mad for a while but then I wake up the next morning & in retrospect don't even think it was a big deal at all. I'm an emotional wreck. My husband does say & do something things that he knows bother me.. Before it bothered me & of course, my pregnancy hormones have it REALLY bothering me now.. but I need to remember that this is the man I married. No one is perfect. I certainly am not. I love him unconditionally; as he, me. He does need to understand though.. I'm more sensitive now than ever before. And even though a belly bump isn't showing yet, I am growing a child inside me & it is a shocking, unusual, emotional experience that this first time mom has never encountered, & he never will. Recognize!!
I watched that movie yesterday "What To Expect When You're Expecting". I've seen it before but I thought I would understand it more this time around, AND I TOTALLY DO!! I'm feeling lethargic, moody, and so misunderstood!!... but this movie helped ease my grief.
Til next time.
Xoxo
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